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October 17 PAINTING STUDIO Update and The Robe by Stephen Craig Rowe PAINTING STUDIO UPDATE: Had my next to last dose of chemo this past Wednesday and will have the last treatment on the 28th of this month. Will also have a consult with the surgeon on the 28th hopefully for pre op info and a date for the operation. Has been a rather long six months of chemo and will be glad to be free of the no joy juice. Very thankfull that the magical medical brew has shrunk the tumor enough to be surgically removed.
This past week I spent four days in Veterans Admin Hospitals in Danville, Illinois and Indianapolis, Indiana. It was a dark, raining, cold week and I don't know if it was the weather, drugs, pain, or lack of will but there were more than usual Veterans wandering about with their lights out, or running on dim. It is sad to see them doing the lithium shuffle or mumbling nothings to themselves. Once so strong and proud and now reduced to frailty and dependence. Even on my darkest days I remain animated and fire up the light in order to keep myself out of the shadow world and shine as bright as I am able to share.
In Indianapolis I was out on the hospital grounds taking a sniff of fresh air laced with cold rain when a spooky looking dude with glazed eyes got in my face and said,
" You got any pills? " At first I did not reply and gave him the get out of my space and face look that normally sends intruders away without a word. This dude was too stoned or dim witted to read the sign and again said,
" You got any pills?" This time I replied,
" Yes I have vitamins, baby asprin, and chemo. I know you don't want any vites or asprin, see this pack I have slung over my shoulder and that tube running to my chest. It is pumping chemo into my body right now. I advise you to turn around, dissapear and while doing so count your blessings." He mumbled, " Shit man! ", turned and walked away.
I have not had a robe since I was a child and have been looking for one as of late for the cool fall and the comming cold winter. You know, something to throw on after a shower or hot soak. To wear on a cold night with a good book and glass of brandy. Well I was in the hospital gift shop and came across my robe. A $70 robe marked down to $19 and the deal was done. Tested it out last night and am more than pleased with the purchase as I was all warm and cozy enjoying a simple pleasure with my lights on. May your light ever shine bright and
as ever be well,
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